Free Typing

Well... here's one more entry for today. (It's also an oldie but goodie about Life and Me.)

February 1, 2007

Free Writing or Free Typing? Hmm… which one should I do? I guess I already choose because I’m typing. So… anyway, I’m thinking about this “Free-writing” stuff as I’m typing away, because that’s just “modern technology!” You type! You decide things and go to a computer! It’s easy… or um... not “so” easy, but, anyway… it’s easy for me! Hmm… it’s easy… too easy! But is it good?? Most things that come easy are Not-so-good after all. (Or so I’ve heard.) I mean, we want things done easy & fast, but will we even appreciate what we have if it comes THAT easy? Will we even know for sure what is in our hands?? I think not! But I want it so bad! And it’s not coming fast enough… I feel like I’ve been waiting for soooo long. Or have I?
Anyyway! Aaahhhh… coffee’s good! My boss made it! Mmmm and it sure is good. Can’t stand the fact that I’m drinking coffee more often now! And I s even crave it sometime. Oh my! Actually, I’d rather have hot chocolate… but, oh well.

My eyebrows! Woe! They need help! They are sccrreeeeeeamiiing, “Get the tweezers! Get the tweezers!” I’ve been letting them grow and booooy do they need help! Ha ha it’s kinda funny now that I think about it. Gosh I look horrible! Go Yolanda!! The girl can saaaang!! So I’m sitting here, at my job, typing away & (obviously) listening to music—and I’m loving it! I’m blessed to have this non-stressful job. Although I’m not too happy money-wise but… it’s cool for now. Why couldn’t I have the perfect life everyone dreams about? You know, the lil girl with the big inheritance and the huge house with the little pink piggy for a pet. Ew! A pig?? No way! Ha ha What was I thinking??? Oh! That was a movie. Well, no, it’s ok. I’m happy with my life. When I search deep, and analyze it all I can truly say that I’m happy. I’m blessed! And I’m grateful to God for having such great parents and for having Him! Boooy, God’s really gotta love me for sticking around this long. I don’t deserve it, but I’m Very grateful, Extremeeely grateful! I would’ve died without Him! Honestly, I don’t understand how people would deny that there is a God in the 1st place! I mean, He gave you life, for goodness sake! It’s sad.
So, I choose God. I choose the life giver. I choose to accept His love and the sacrifice He made for us so that we would enjoy eternity in Heaven with Him. I choose to deny myself (at least try to when the temptation comes), and to live for Him. He choose to die for me and give up His life (before I even existed!) so… why not completely give Him mine? Anyhow, that’s what I think of that.
Do tune in next time. :)

"Life & Me" Part I

This is not today's but I thought it would be good to let you in on what I was thinking back on...

September 14, 2007

Well, I was sitting here beginning to analyze my life and you know what?--I have a good life! Sure I can talk about certain things I’d like to be different, and sometimes I feel down and would probably looove to go on and on complaining. (But I don’t go on and on… I just stop after a lil while. 'smile' ) I suppose, at the moment, I’m just not analyzing my life, as I am now.

So, here I am… almost 27. (My birthday is in 5 days. Whoopee.) Notice the sarcasm. (Not good.)—Still alive and not in hell. Breathing and thanking God for another day! ANYway… so, I’m 26 and ¾, still single (I won’t go there right now), with no kids, and nobody bothering me (nagging strangers, neighbors, parents or friends I mean). I have a job (that’s as far as I’ll go with that)—getting some type of money at least. I have a good relationship with my boss. I go to a nice church with a great worship team. I have friends! Some people can’t say they have those. I have wonderful parents. (And I truly mean that.) You kind of learn to appreciate them as time goes by. (I won’t say—as you get older.) My brothers don’t beat me up anymore. We actually get along. (At least when we’re far from each other! ha ha) I have a great cook for a mom, and she saves the left-over’s for me so I don’t have to spend money on lunch—or my taste buds on bad food. I have nieces and nephews that I love with all my heart… and the youngest is my God-daughter. Plus there was an addition to the fam. 6 months ago. My great-nephew is gorgeous!
I’m not in trouble with the law. I don’t have baby-daddy drama. I own “my own” car and I’m responsible; for the most part. I own at least or almost 150 books—including the bible. Do You own one?? You should. So, Yes… I love reading. Believe me; it happened during the course of time. Warning: It can happen to you! I’m a girly girl. I can actually do my own make-up (thanks to my fav. girls here in FL)… I accessorize, and sometimes wear heels. (he he) I don’t owe my life and possessions to bill collectors... only to Christ! I can manage my money pretty well. My only drug is chocolate and even that I’ve cut down on. So let’s call it a ‘craving.’ I have a great sense of humor—& if ya couldn’t tell, I can be pretty comical too! I’m a people person. I have good moral values. I keep a journal. Well, probably 5 or 6! All of which I do NOT write in every day. lol Not even weekly. But I own them. I Write. I call it, “Thoughts on Paper.” I also blog and post bulletins! You should try it too! I sing—and I’m beginning to write my own songs. I usually start them and never finish them. But I promised myself I’d finish them all some day. I have goals (and fantasies). Not all are clear, but I know certain things I’d like to do before I go home one day.

Aaahhh ::sigh of relief and daydream:: Heaven.

My hair is real. (No offense to the buyers and users—I’m just being thankful.) I know how to cook. And when I do, I do it well! I know how to do the laundry without messing up the clothes. I speak 4 languages. English, Spanish, some Sign Lang., and Spiritual Tongues (Acts 2:4). I have all 5 senses in tact… and most of my teeth. (You couldn’t tell any were missing had I not mentioned it huh?) I can walk, talk and type, think (straight), ride a bike, and make pretty hairstyles with my hair—not all at the same time… but I can. I have a cell phone and I can call and receive calls from whoever I want, whenever I want. (Well, almost.) Being that I only have one ovary, my period lasts 3 days. Seriously, only 3 days. And they are almost always painless. I don’t get cranky (all the time). Men, don’t believe that women have-to-be cranky and get what they want every single time they get their period. (You can give them everything they want every other days of the year! he he) Really, it can be bad, but it’s not all that bad.
I don’t think men are dogs. Dogs are "man's" best friends. hehe j/k Seriously though, Why do some women wanna bash men and then cry when they don’t have one and visa-versa?? We all have ‘issues.’ Some just don’t know how to deal with them—men and women alike. I plan on getting married someday (hopefully soon) and I sure know I ‘aint’ marrying a dog. I’m marrying a man of God, who’s gonna enjoy a woman of God. ::wink:: “I know who I am.” He’s gonna be glad he found me—Proverbs 18:22 “He who finds a wife finds what is good (treasure) and receives favor from the Lord.” Got that ladies? We are God's treasure. I can enjoy a nice peaceful day at home and not think it’s “boring.” I’ve traveled to other places by air. And no, I don’t mean a punch that threw me across the room. (he he) I enjoy a nice automotive ride from time to time. A specific destination is not necessary. I love smiling and laughing. And I love causing others to smile and laugh.—In short, I enjoy life.

With that said… let me remind you that none of this could be possible or testified of if I didn’t have Jesus in my heart. Yes, I’ve gone through situations that at times I feel were “unfair” or straight out “bad” –and they were. But even through those times, I see that I’ve only survived because I have Jesus in my life. Now I thank God for every situation in my life because I have matured through them. I still have maturing to do—perhaps even a longs way to go, but I have God. And I have the Bible. Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth. It’s our manual—one we shouldn’t live without. I’ve seen first-hand that I am alive and well because I have a relationship with my Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit who is my Comforter and Counselor. I seriously know that I am alive due to this. I know that no matter what may come, I am alright because God loves me, I’ve accepted His love, and I love Him.

So, that’s Life… and Me! :)