"Even You"

So anyway, here I am, sitting at my desk, thinking.

About what you ask? Well, everything! I’m thinking about everything, especially about my family and friends.

Like I was telling someone not to long ago, “I feel like I’m loosing everyone.” I’ve been feeling very lonely lately. I suppose she didn’t think this included her, since it was her who I was talking to. But yes, it included her. Anyway, I didn’t think she’d pick up on it. You’d have to be paying close attention. ::sigh::
I suppose I shouldn’t expect to have a large amount of people in my life since I don’t go out and meet more people anyway. It just feels like time is flying… yet going so slow at the same time. Thanksgiving is right around the corner. And so is Christmas. You know, “The Holidays.”

Anyway, I’m not going to dwell on this too much. I know I’ll be alright. I guess I just have the “Holiday Blues.” Yup, the times when you miss the family members you don’t get to see (in my case, all of them), and when you miss all your ‘real’ friends and generally, people from your past. You even miss people you have yet to meet. ::hint hint::

Even that “special someone.”