At a loss for Words

I want to talk (about what happened)... about you, about me- the "us" I thought we had. But I'm not sure I'm ready. It's disappointing. A heavy heart. A mixture of feelings (good ones & bad) but mostly fear. A fear I once had, and, I'm afraid, one that's been confirmed. "It's too good to be true." That fear! So, I once met this guy who challenged my brain and heart. And though I was afraid to let him win, I slowly let my guards down and began a journey I did not think would end. (One I truly wished wouldn't.) But this guy, the one I once met, was "too good to be true." He slowly made his way into my heart (the one I slowly opened) to one day leave void and empty. Honestly, I'm not sure it can recover (or how quickly- if possible) ...or be filled again. No, not with the same hopes. So, where do I begin? Words fail me. Hope/Crushed "Too good to be true" came to be. Though, I still would like to refuse to believe it. But this is now my sad reality... Back to the drawing board. Empty and in disbelief! What now?? Sadly, you're the guy. Sadly, I'm the girl. Sadly, that's our reality. (for now...) At a loss for words. Sincerely, Me.